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08 November 2009 @ 07:14 pm

 



Title: The End Of The Beginning

Part: XXIV
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually) 
Overall Rating: NC17 
Chapter Rating:R
Beta: [info]shakatany 
Disclaimer: No money, not mine. 
AN: I know it's taken me even longer to get this chapter done than the last one, and I'm really sorry for that guys. Hopefully they'll be coming with some sort of regularity, though no promises. Anyway, please remember my warning from the previous chapter. I've tried to keep everything suggested, but it's still not kid friendly.  

 

 

 

 

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21 September 2009 @ 09:32 pm

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XXIII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually) 
Overall Rating: NC17 
Chapter Rating: PG13 
Beta: 
[info]shakatany

Disclaimer: Not mine officer, honest.  
AN: I know it’s taken me absolutely ages to get this chapter done, and I will try and write more frequently.

 

AN2: In case you missed it in the last chapter; for the next several chapters (at least) this is not going to be a nice story. If you have problems reading rape, torture and general Xander bashing (of the literal and mental kind) please stop reading now.

 

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Current Music: The Supper - Coraline Soundtrack
 
 
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30 August 2009 @ 05:04 pm
Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XXII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany 
Disclaimer: No money.
AN: Alrighty, two pretty important points for now.

1; if you want a happily-ever-after, stop at the last chapter, seriously. My muse is happy to keep writing but I've been warned it's not going to be pretty. There will be angst and horror and beatings of all your favourite characters (especially Xander). You will hate me for what I do to the three of them. I really can't stress this enough; this is not going to be a nice story for at least the next twenty chapters and if you have a problem reading rape and slavery and all things we try to pretend people aren't capable of, please stop at chapter XXI.
2; for the next little while you're probably going to have to wait a while between chapters, I've been told I pretty much can't touch a computer (got this chapter written a week or two back) so there will be cliffhangers, and a wait between each chapter.

If you don't want to kill me yet, and you think Disney got their endings wrong, then read on.

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Current Music: 21 Guns - Green Day
 
 
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15 August 2009 @ 04:51 pm

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XXI
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: The great [info]shakatany
Disclaimer: Not mine, least not until my plan for world domination is put in effect.
AN: To end or not to end, that is the question.

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Chapter XXI )
"Spike said we're moving in with him, is it true?" Xander smiled at the enthusiasm in her voice and tried not to flinch.
 
"Yeah Dawnie, the blond menace is going to have to put up with us full time from now on." Joy as sharp as the sun burst onto her face and made him want to drown himself.
 
*~*~*
 
Moving didn't take as long as he'd thought it would. The second the teen had realised they really were moving in with Spike she hadn't wanted to wait until the end of the lease. In fact she'd begun packing the next day. Xander smiled with good humour as she ordered both him and the vampire around, ordering a list of what was packed in each box be taped to the top of it.
 
Looking around his own room on Friday night he realised that there were very few things left to pack. His clothes and a few of the more essential toiletries were ready to go; the bed would be moved on Saturday along with the rest of the furniture that was coming with them. Sitting with hands hanging between his knees as he sat on his bed, he didn't hear the door open and started at the feel of someone sitting beside him.
 
"Thank you." Of all the things he'd expected the teen beside him to say, that wasn't on the list.
 
"I know that you've been working overtime every day to try and keep up, and I know that I'm not the easiest person in the world to live with. I love you, Xander. Both you and Spike... you kept me going after Buffy. I guess I was so caught up in what was going on in my own head I kind of missed what was happening with you."
 
He looked over to the girl beside him at the sound of a ragged breath but kept silent when he saw the look of determination on her face. "I'm sorry, Xander. For missing what was going on with you, for not saying how grateful I am. You and Spike, you're my family now, and I know that we're moving because the rent and everything else is too expensive." He flinched and looked away at that. "But in a way, I'm kind of thankful for it. I know it's selfish, but I get my own slightly dysfunctional family and I don't need to jump between places anymore. There's just home. And even if you and Spike aren't the most conventional parents in the world, you do a good job of it."
 
Smiling at the girl sitting beside him who seemed at once so very old and so very, very young he kissed her forehead and sighed softly, wrapping an arm around her shoulders.
 
"It feels like home there, Xander," she whispered in a small voice, as though she was afraid of what he'd say.
 
Giving her shoulder a soft squeeze he smiled gently, "Yeah, Dawnie, it does."
 
Just as quickly as the odd mood had come, it was gone when a familiar knock sounded from downstairs. Once again a bouncy teen, Dawn skipped out and down the stairs to let Spike in. Every night for the past week Dawn had spent the night at their soon-to-be-home, taking a bag of things with her each time so all that was left of hers to move were the larger things she couldn't take herself. Listening with half an ear for the shouted goodbye he tilted his head at the sound of booted feet on the stairs. Turning just as the blond appeared in his doorway he gave the vampire a curious glance.
 
"What's up Blondie?" The nickname held no venom, just familiarity.
 
"Pack a bag, whelp, you're coming too." Xander had listened to that rough accent soften a little each day, and while the harsh edge was there, it was smoother now, making him smile unknowingly even as his curious expression turned to one of confusion.
 
"Huh? Why?" Realising that he'd yet to patrol he figured that was the reason for his inclusion and was moving before he heard the response.
 
"Something the Nibblet wants to do."
 
Frowning, the brunet tucked a stake in his pocket as he packed a bag of clothes then followed the vampire out of the house.
 
Watching Dawn as she walked down the quiet street with her head tilted back to look at the constellations Spike was pointing out he couldn't help but smile. Lengthening his stride slightly he waited until he was directly behind the girl before tickling her sides. Laughing when she squealed and leapt forward, he gave her a look of mock innocence when she slapped his arm.
 
His expression slipped for a moment when he realised exactly where they were and he glanced to the woman-child who was standing next to the letterbox with a look of absolute determination on her face. Xander didn't say anything as he took his keys out of his pocket, separated one from the rest and handed it to her. Flicking his eyes to the vampire standing on Dawn's other side, he saw the nervous tic of jaw muscles, fingers twitching slightly. He wanted to say that it was ok, the memories were hidden under white sheets and boxes now, but he didn't, already knowing the looks that would accompany his statement. Instead he offered the girl beside him a hand, smiling at the strength in the fingers that latched onto his and pulled her gently up the pathway.
 
*~*~*
 
Spike looked around the quiet house, furniture draped in white sheets and most of the possessions packed away somewhere. He knew Dawn was grateful for it, could see the relief in her eyes, and looking to the young man standing beside her, he realised just who it was that had packed away two lives. The boy wasn't saying anything, just looking around with distant eyes that reminded the vampire of Drusilla when she was teetering on the edge of lucidity, like she wasn't quite sure which reality to look at.
 
Just when he was about to say something, bring the boy back to now, those brown eyes blinked and he was there again, head cocked to one side. Wondering what the boy was listening to he stopped to listen himself. The house was quiet except for the occasional groan of wood and metal. Still Xander was frowning.
 
"I'll be right back, ok? Just want to check something." Before Spike or Dawn could say anything the brunet had disappeared into the basement.
 
"He did all this, didn't he?" The soft question came from the girl beside him, whose face held a dawning understanding.
 
"Don't rightly know, Nibblet. But knowing the whelp, probably." He answered honestly, fingers itching for a cigarette.
 
They both jumped slightly at the loud groaning of ancient pipes and a garbled curse. A yelp had them both moving towards the basement, only to jump back at the sight of Xander coming back up the stairs, dripping wet.
 
"Thought something sounded off. Turns out some of the plumbing needs to be replaced. I've turned it off at the mains for now but I'm going to have to get someone to check it out - thing burst the second I touched it." Spike didn't stop the chuckle that slipped out of his lips at the sight of the boy drenched from head to toe, looking like a drowned rat.
 
Dawn let loose with a giggle of her own before slapping a hand over her mouth and giving the whelp wide, innocent eyes. Even Spike was surprised at the evil look that flittered across the other man's face, spreading his lips in a wide grin. As he watched the once-clumsy boy stalked towards the Bit, a wicked grin on his face.
 
"Hey Daaaaawnie," he said sweetly even as he moved further forward. "Gimme a hug."
 
The blond shook his head at the pair as the teen squealed and ran out the door with Xander close behind her, heading towards … home. Picking up the key that Dawn had dropped, he took a look around the house for a moment before shutting the door to follow them. Home, the vampire mused, the one thing he hadn’t had since he died but now had once more, thanks to the two dark-haired terrors running down the street.
 
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11 August 2009 @ 09:50 am
Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XX
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany 
Disclaimer: I just play with them.
AN: So I've got a choice here, I can either wrap this up in the next chapter or two, or let my muse continue on it's merry, slightly angsty way. What do you think?

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Chapter XX )

 

 
 
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04 August 2009 @ 08:53 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XIX
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta:[info]shakatany
Disclaimer: Not mine.
AN: Sorry for taking so long guys.

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Chapter XIX )

 






 
 
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25 July 2009 @ 08:29 pm

 

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XVIII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany the fierce
Disclaimer: If they were mine do you seriously think I'd be writing about them rather than playing with them? 
AN: Finally got my tattoo designed. Thought you guys would like to know lol. Here we go;

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21 July 2009 @ 08:57 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XVII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany the great
Disclaimer: Don't own them, just play with them and put them back all squeaky clean. 
AN: Hey guys guess what... I got nominated for the FangFetish awards. Thank you to my nomination fairy!
AN2: Beware here be angst... again.

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18 July 2009 @ 09:23 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XVI
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany - enough said.
Disclaimer: Joss is all. 
AN: Again, everyone say thank you to [info]shakatany (seriously, you'd have to wait twice as long between chapters), who's getting these to me less than 24 hours after I email them.

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Chapter XVI )
 
 
Current Music: All I ever wanted - Kelly Clarkson
 
 
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17 July 2009 @ 09:01 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XV
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany the amazing
Disclaimer: Joss is win. 
AN: I wanted to say a thanks to my fabulous beta - got this chapter to me even faster than normal.

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Chapter XV )
 
 
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14 July 2009 @ 08:39 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XIV
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany (champion)
Disclaimer: Joss is the be all and end all.
AN: Little bit more angst, in case you didn't get enough in the last chapter.
AN2: The North Wind Doth Blow

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Chapter XIV )
 
 
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12 July 2009 @ 12:22 pm

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XIII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: [info]shakatany (No added extras needed - the name says it all)
Disclaimer: Never mine, Joss owns all
AN: Beware; here be angst. It's not "kill yourself" angst, but thought I'd be polite and let you all know there's no fluffy bunnies.

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Chapter XIII )

 

 
 
Current Music: Diary of Jane (acoustic) - Breaking Benjamin
 
 
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06 July 2009 @ 08:54 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: The fantastic [info]shakatany 
Disclaimer: Not mine, no money.
AN: Since I'm back at work you guys will probably have to wait more than a day between chapters, though knowing my muse not too much longer.

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Chapter XII )
 
 
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04 July 2009 @ 03:06 pm

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: XI
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: The stunning [info]shakatany 
Disclaimer: I just play with the pretties, I don't get to keep them.
AN: Should have another chapter soon - muse is working overtime and [info]shakatany  is a god for keeping up with me. 

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Chapter XI )
 
 
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03 July 2009 @ 07:31 pm

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: X
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Beta: The amazing [info]shakatany
Disclaimer: Joss is God
AN: Since I've got the weekend I'll no doubt be writing even faster than I have been. Everyone say thank you to my fantastic beta for keeping up with me and getting these chapters out to you guys. 

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Chapter X )
 
 
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02 July 2009 @ 01:54 pm
Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: IX
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Joss is God
AN: All hail the great beta that is [info]shakatany 

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Chapter IX )</p>

 

 
 
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01 July 2009 @ 06:47 pm
Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: VIII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I just play with them like wonderfully anatomically correct barbies then I have to put them back.
AN: I'm stuck at home on doctor's orders so you can pretty much be certain I'm going to be doing a lot (more than I already am) of writing.
AN2: Let me know how I did with this chapter I'm not quite sure about it, and again; beta? would be wonderful!


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Chapter VIII )
 
 
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30 June 2009 @ 07:33 am
Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: VII
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I promise to put them back all shiny and new like. 
AN: My muse is a somewhat demanding little thing. There'll probably be another chapter or two by the end of the week.  

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Chapter VII )

 

 
 
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29 June 2009 @ 06:50 am

Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: VI
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I promise to put them back all shiny and new like. 
AN: I was planning on keeping it a little longer between the last post and this one, but since it's already written... hell with it.

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Chapter VI )
 
 



 
 
Current Music: New Divide - Linkin Park
 
 
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28 June 2009 @ 03:36 pm
 
Title: The End Of The Beginning
Part: V
Pairing: Xander/Spike (eventually)
Overall Rating: NC17
Chapter Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Not mine, they just run around in my head.
AN: This time it's a thank you to [info]mulder200for all the lovely comments and encouragement. 

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Current Music: Mad World - Gary Jules
 
 
 
 

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